Rainbows have always been the embodiment of hope, beauty, and magic for me. They are common enough that I don't feel silly looking for them when the conditions are just right but rare enough that, when I do see one, it never fails to stop me in my tracks and fill me with awe and wonder and gratitude.
A few years ago, while traveling in New Zealand, which was the last stop on an epic, year-long around-the-world trip, I carried many bittersweet feelings with me. And literally every time I moved from one location to another within the country, a rainbow spread across the sky--an exclamation point on that particular part of the journey and a foreshadowing of the beautiful things still unseen. I was aware enough of what was happening to make a note in my journal of an idea worth exploring for my own personal growth: the concept of chasing rainbows. I even had a fleeting thought to create a blog with that name.
But life got in the way, and the blog was never begun, even though a small piece of paper with the words "Chasing Rainbows" has been sitting on the cabinet beside my laptop all this time. Also during that time, personal growth has been an intense but rather quiet obsession of mine. I have been trying to figure out the things of life worth pursuing and, for me at least, the answer seems to be hope, beauty, and magical moments--the stuff of rainbows.
I didn't fully appreciate until recently, though, that I hadn't been through enough storms to write a blog about chasing rainbows. Because that's the thing about rainbows: you see them when the sun starts to shine, but they only really ever come after the storm. And the darker the clouds, the brighter the rainbow. Life has given me the opportunity to endure some pretty intense storms in the last year, and I think I can finally truly appreciate the other side of what makes rainbows so special. The sun is starting to shine for me, and it's finally time to move those words "Chasing Rainbows" off of the paper and onto the Internet.
This blog is for me--a reminder of some of the things that have brought me through my own storms and an encouragement in the daily pursuit of those things that provide hope, beauty, and everyday magical moments. But even though I'm posting only for myself, I have come to realize that everyone is walking through their own storm, and maybe someone else needs this space, too. There are plenty of outlets in the world that keep us trapped under the dark clouds but few pointing us to the rainbows. This is a place to seek and find rainbows, and I'd be happy for you to join me on my journey.
I absolutely love this and look forward to reading it. I’ve always loved rainbows too and have always loved everything they stand for. I’ve had my share of storms in my life and though they are not the same as yours, I’m always here and I’m so proud of who you are and your discovery of who you truly can be!!
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